...in each other's burdens and trials, etc etc. I realize that I don't really care for people as much as I want to. I've noticed it in the way I interact with people, and with the information that I remember about people. I'm self seeking in all my relationships, wanting to have fun relationships, and making sure I meet the cool, fun, good looking people. =[ I do it to make up for the lack of self confidence in myself. I look down on others who I think are less than me because I feel like I'm worth it.
Love is... 1 Corinthians 13. That's where it's all at. That's what love should be... and I'm nowhere near that. I want to really love other people, and be excited for their presence. I distance myself way to easily, but I just need to open myself up I guess.
To care and to love, that's what I need to pray for.
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