...disappointed in myself...
...lonely...
...in need of God...
...in need of Love...
...hungry...
Wanting a bit more out of life.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Perfection
I notice that I don't do certain things because I want them to be done right. Like, for instance, happy birthdays. I don't usually facebook happy birthday because I think that it seems insincere, the easy way out. I would rather call them, or say happy birthday in person. But then I forget that I usually won't see them, and when I actually do see them, 2/3 times I just forget that it's their birthday. And I forget that I feel happier when I get birthday wishes on my birthday.
I suffer very strongly from this false perfectionism. Because I want things to be done in the best way possible, and when i find myself unable to do that best, I give up completely.
Maybe if I invested a little more time into the little things in life... A happier smile here, a bigger welcome there... someone might be blessed a little more. And maybe they can bless another person more too.
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