Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Perfection

I notice that I don't do certain things because I want them to be done right.  Like, for instance, happy birthdays.  I don't usually facebook happy birthday because I think that it seems insincere, the easy way out.  I would rather call them, or say happy birthday in person.  But then I forget that I usually won't see them, and when I actually do see them, 2/3 times I just forget that it's their birthday.  And I forget that I feel happier when I get birthday wishes on my birthday.  

I suffer very strongly from this false perfectionism.  Because I want things to be done in the best way possible, and when i find myself unable to do that best, I give up completely.  

Maybe if I invested a little more time into the little things in life... A happier smile here, a bigger welcome there... someone might be blessed a little more.  And maybe they can bless another person more too. 

2 comments:

ChosenCho said...

well
i guess i hope to be the 1/3 that you do remember!
haha jk jk

good reflection =]

saehoon said...

yep, small things in life build up and make up the bigger picture.

reflect on your daily routine actions :) good post