Silver

It tarnishes.  I opened my drawer, and I realized that I had amassed quite a number of collectable spoons in the years that I had been collecting them.  I unfortunately had not found any in India =[ but, I still had a lot.  Buttt..... looking at all the silver plated ones, I saw that they were all black and yellow and blue!  =[ Stupid 7th grade me for forgetting that silver will eventually tarnish.  Even though I didn't notice it then, I for sure see it now...

gotta clean them up now

Caring is Sharing

...in each other's burdens and trials, etc etc.  I realize that I don't really care for people as much as I want to.  I've noticed it in the way I interact with people, and with the information that I remember about people.  I'm self seeking in all my relationships, wanting to have fun relationships, and making sure I meet the cool, fun, good looking people.  =[  I do it to make up for the lack of self confidence in myself.  I look down on others who I think are less than me because I feel like I'm worth it.  

Love is... 1 Corinthians 13.  That's where it's all at.  That's what love should be... and I'm nowhere near that.  I want to really love other people, and be excited for their presence.  I distance myself way to easily, but I just need to open myself up I guess.  

To care and to love, that's what I need to pray for.  

Time

It's so precious, and wasted so easily.  

I had forgotten what I was really going to say...